Distance From Love Chapter 4. Who am I?

 

In December of 2021, when I gradually realized that the events that happened to me were no longer coincidences, tears fell from the corners of my eyes. It turned out that the world and universe that I had experienced on Earth in the past were to remind me who I am.

 

Once the so-called self-framework collapses, the world is so beautiful and balanced.

 

I began to see the beauty in myself, even though I wasn't perfect and had made a lot of bad decisions in the past, but I had changed, transformed, and was better overall.

 

I surrender to the mystery of this life, just as it represents the meaning of life itself.

 

In the past, I was very stubborn and always believed that there was nothing I couldn't do as long as I worked hard. Moreover, I was always striving for so-called achievements. I went completely astray, and not only did my life go wrong, but I also became physically and mentally ill.

 

When I looked at my inner self, I gradually found my own strength and learned how to "love". This love is not only about giving, but more about experiencing love. I gradually became more likely to cry than before, and also learned "kindness".

 

It turns out that being strong does not require showing off, but bravely showing vulnerability. Many of the original cognitions are no longer just what is seen and described on the surface, but more about feeling, experiencing, and surrendering to the world under the senses. As long as you feel with your heart, your life will improve.

 

Perhaps it is the accumulation of these small changes that my vision seems to be no longer limited, and my heart is freer and happier.

 

It was not until this moment that I realized who I was and where I came from. As the truth gradually came to light, tears began to flow from my red eyes. The way to uncover these truths is to open up your senses; only by truly understanding yourself, the roots of everything will emerge one by one at the right time.

 

It turns out that the real world I feel now is actually playing out the so-called interstellar war. One of the truths is that I traveled through time and space, and through the "love of time and space", I landed on the earth, and the earth is the so-called "unknown planet", that is, the unknown planet that the Blaine people have defended for generations.

 

Although I don’t understand the reason for what I realized at this stage, I feel sad. The sadness is that “love of time and space” itself requires self-sacrifice. In other words, my mother sacrificed herself just to teleport me to my destination safely.

 

I don’t know why I am crying so hard at this moment. If mother on Earth happened to see me, she would probably question me and show concern for me again.

 

I don't understand why my interstellar mother sacrificed herself to save me. Her soul will stay in the most primitive zero-degree space dimension; I don't know what I should do at this stage to do what I should do; I don't know if my interstellar father is still alive, if anything can happen to me.

 

However, just as I was trying to find my interstellar father, I suddenly had the whimsical thought of calling him, and began to meditate in my mind: "Is my interstellar father still there? Can … you answer me?"

 

Unexpectedly, an image from afar actually appeared in my mind: "Call me Consciousness Daddy!"

 

"Who are you……?"

 

"Yes, I am your father." It felt like a very firm reply.

 

"So, my mother...?" I asked fearfully.

 

"As you feel: Mother sacrificed herself to send you here, through what you call the love of time and space. And, you have realized many things."

 

When I heard that everything I felt was real, I became more certain that the protector of the earth from afar was not an illusion, so I continued to ask: "The purpose of sending me to the earth should not be a simple thing? What I mean is... it is conceivable that I am here to accomplish something, right?" The conscious father seemed to be able to feel that I was very afraid to hear words like the need to save the world and the universe.

 

"You are here to do your homework." The answer was beyond my expectations, but it really made me feel relieved.

 

"Doing homework? Is it some kind of cosmic mission? Or is it just a literal meaning?"

 

"Do you remember one day when you asked me in class about the issue of calming the anger of good people?" asked Conscious Dad.

 

"Oh my god!? So it's really happening? I mean... there are really extra final reports? And, writing reports and books?" I smiled despite my surprised expression, perhaps because I learned that my tribesmen did not seem to have perished.

 

"Little Diane, writing a book has always been something you wanted to do, but your homework is something that only you know what to do, especially when the time comes, you will naturally find it and do it. Besides, you and Tiffany are the only two people in the class who have not given an oral report yet."

 

I laughed awkwardly: "Is it because... we are trapped on Earth?" At that moment, I forgot to ask about Tiffany.

 

Although I couldn't hear my interstellar father's laughter consciously, I could clearly feel it.

 

This conversation also made me more convinced that I am not as insignificant as I imagined. It turns out that a person's perspective can be so broad as long as one is willing to believe and do good.

 

The space and time I am in now is a three-dimensional world. It contains the so-called three-axis space and the time axis with virtual images. The whole world is like a mass of space, moving along the time axis, and each physical position will be recorded in the cosmic coordinates, and will be recorded one by one as the trajectory of the entire universe and the planets moves.

 

Therefore, in fact, the entire past, present and future have long been recorded in the book "Universe Time Book". Because of the interstellar war that will happen in the future, that is, the invasion of the Blaine tribe by the Demon tribe, the situation at that time was reversed by the father's "time and space reversal", which is as magical as the so-called Great Shift of the Universe.

 

The moment my interstellar father disappeared, he pretended to be dead, and at the right time, he joined forces with old friends, the Tiaan family, to reverse the time and space axis, making the time axis real; and the space axis virtual, and the entire dimensional universe began to collapse until my mother safely sent my soul to the earth.

 

The dark space where I was after I died was the zero-degree space dimension, which is where the soul should go after the body dies. However, due to the power of my interstellar mother, I was reborn on Earth and reincarnated. The light where my consciousness was heading was the direction guided by the protector of the Earth.

 

Now, I realize my mission, which I would not call destiny: I must finish this work, which was produced slowly and by chance, as soon as possible in order to protect something.

 

Therefore, after graduation, I have tried to write something in my spare time. However, in order not to worry my parents on Earth and think that their daughter is always not doing her job properly, I started to prepare for the license I should take. Of course, this is also on my life list.

 

Internationally, time is turbulent with the COVID-19 situation, and people are in panic. The world is full of chaos caused by the epidemic. In addition, with the severity and urgency of climate change, the destruction of the ecological environment, and the energy crisis, the global economy is also turbulent.

 

Faced with all of the above disasters, including unknown viruses and even mutant viruses, are people gradually realizing that danger is approaching? However, nothing is too late as long as there is a will and willingness to act.

 

If there is only one planet suitable for human survival, then will we cherish everything more? If there is a reason for everything that happens, even if it is a trivial matter, then will we think more carefully before taking action? If people need to help each other to get along, then will the world be more friendly?

 

When all the most fundamental things return to their most primitive state, perhaps many current problems can be solved. Recalling what the conscious father said: "Understanding history can help you understand the fundamentals. Do you know, little Diane?" I can't help but wonder if the history of the earth hides some unknown information?

 

Is the Earth that the Blaines have protected for generations actually their ancestors? Or is there some possible correlation?

 

If that was not the case, then why did the Demon tribe come after my mother? And why did I have to be killed at that time? Moreover, why was the Ancestral Spirit Knife used? What is the so-called evil spirit power? Is it related to reincarnation?

 

I have a lot of questions in my head, and I really want to know the so-called truth. However, what I know is that nothing can be rushed. Therefore, I wait, waiting for the day when the truth comes out.

 

At least, I already know who I am.

 

 

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